Edinburgh was amazing at the weekend. Why can’t every day be as nice as those days?? Why do people I don’t give two shits about make me feel so stressed?? I long for the day i am free to do as i please, with my own place, away from everything and everyone that turn me into the awful person I seem to be a lot of the time. I want to be kind, sweet, fun and happy, I want the drive to make an effort of myself, and I want to stop upsetting people. Maybe it will happen soon….